Laika
Interpretation & Meaning
Moscow in 1957 felt like its own galaxy. Every neighborhood a constellation of buildings, cars lighting up the night like shooting stars as the first snow paints a milky way of sorts.
From garbage can to children’s laps to chasing a rat, Moscow was all Laika knew. In her world, celestial bodies were nowhere to be smelled and the cold weather seemed more threatening than the cold war.
On her way to the mesosphere, just above the birds and the planes, the petite Russian dog felt a very specific kind of loneliness.
Unlike the time when her pal was taken away, this wasn’t like something had gotten out of her reach. This time, she was the thing that had gone missing and nobody in that distant tangle of lights seemed to care.
When this card shows up in a reading, you’ll have to cling to every rock or jut to stop drifting away from your life.
If in the past months you’ve metaphorically lived on your own island, it’s time to build a bridge to the mainland and cross it. The kind of disconnect that you’re experiencing is leading to a dangerous state of alienation that could damage your mental health.
No matter how necessary, the exile (or self-exile?) in which you’ve found yourself needs to end sooner rather than later. It’s time to talk to your neighbors, rekindle your bonds, reconnect to humanity.
If the sense of abandonment you’re experiencing is a recurrent feeling in your life, it’s time to ask yourself some questions. Are you avoiding emotional connection for fear of being hurt? Are you pushing away people as a defense mechanism? Are you subconsciously falling in love with partners who are ungiving and unavailable to recreate a particular childhood dynamic?
Loneliness is a monster that feeds on its own flesh and can drag you to places of pitch black darkness. Only by acknowledging these disconnects and resolving to work on yourself you’ll be able to find your way back to the light.
Even though it’s mostly about social and romantic disconnects, Laika is also the card of denial and avoidance. You might be subconsciously running away from a person or situation that is causing distress. No matter how stressful, though, it’s important to look life in the eyes and fully acknowledge what’s going on: if you keep orbiting around your problems, your oxygen supply will eventually run out.
Keywords: seclusion • loneliness • exile • disconnect • avoidance • denial • social anxiety • need to connect • alienation • lock down • quarantine • isolation • abandonment • detachment
Practical References
Places | Lighthouse, Zoo, Space, Islands |
Work | Lighthouse Keeper and any job with a lot of alone time |
Situations & Life Events | Lock down, Quarantine, Isolation, Exile, Long Distance Relationships |
Activities | All activities that include some form of seclusion |
Archetypes | The Loner, The Recluse, The Lone Wolf |
Homework & Practice
In order to embody the teachings this card, you can:
- Reconnect with someone you haven’t spoken with in a long time
- Journal every day and become more aware of the situations and people you are actively (but subconsciously) avoiding. Once you bring your avoidance tendencies into your consciousness, you can start defusing them slowly and methodically.
- Make a list of the topics you don’t like to discuss with other people and, for each of them, try to reflect on the reason why. As you dissect each reason, you’ll certainly stumble into personal disconnects that are worth exploring and maybe reconsider.