An Awfully Real Gun
Interpretation & Meaning
Russian playwright Anton Chekhov commands:
“If in the first act you have hung a pistol on the wall, in the following one it should be fired. Otherwise don’t put it there.”
In theater you want to simultaneously surprise and prepare the audience for the inevitable plot twist. You want it to make sense. In reality, life opens fire without a warning shot and throws all sense out of the window.
Be it a phone call, a text, a knock on your door, once s**t hits the fan you know that making sense of it will be a torturous process and that your life is forever changed.
When this card appears in a reading, something is about to shake your foundations, disrupt your certainties, figuratively bring you to your knees.
Possible references include: the loss of a loved one, the sudden lack of job security, an unforeseen separation, financial instability, a betrayal or a huge failure.
Whatever the case may be, you’ll have to deal with questions that have no answers and feelings that have no clear resolution. It will be a painful, enlightening process, something that may lead you to re-evaluate the path you’ve been walking thus far.
On a broader perspective, an awfully real gun might symbolize the structural or political crumbling of a nation, physical destruction, environmental damage, natural disaster.
As an alternative interpretation, it could hint at an exaggerated sense of vulnerability on your part. Even if there is no bad surprise around the corner, your mind might be magnifying the risk of danger and minimizing your ability to cope with it, making you feel helpless and doomed. Remember that fearing pain and uncertainty is normal, but letting that fear run your life can make life complicated.
This card ensures you can make refreshing lemonade out of all these lemons if you learn to accept the pain, the loss and the temporary lack of control.
Keywords: unsettling situation • mourning • failure • breaking down • certainties falling down • status quo collapsing • betrayal • loss • uncertainty • instability • surprise • disharmony • destruction • despair • unfathomable • fear • anxiety
Practical References
Places | Fire Station, Funeral Home, Emergency Room |
Work | Funeral Director, Firefighter, Undertaker, E.R. Doctor, Soldier, Police Man, all jobs dealing with emergency or loss |
Situations & Life Events
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Funeral, Loss of a loved one, Emergency, Betrayal, Natural Disaster, State Collapse, Breakup. Post Traumatic Stress Disorder |
Archetypes | The Widow, The Mourning Soul, The Scaredy Cat |
Things | Emergency, Collapse, Disaster |
Homework & Practice
In order to embody the teachings this card, you can:
- Remind yourself that grieving is a highly individual process: don’t set expectations for how or when it should happen, accept feelings and reactions even if you don’t fully understand them
- Think of the times in your life when the world seemed to crumble around you. Recall how hopeless and alone you felt and how you slowly made it out of the darkness.
- Talk about your pain with your loved ones and don’t try to shut it down.
- Ask for help: therapy can help you build the tools you need to face and overcome pain