Kaboom
Interpretation & Meaning
Right after the crash, Marcel (he/him) wondered how that sudden blackout of the mind came to be. The lady in the supermarket was rude – no doubt about it – and shopping carts can reach unexpectedly high speeds when pushed with a blind rage.
“What’s in your head, son?” – asked the policeman.
Marcel checked thoroughly and everything looked normal in there. He even rummaged through his guts, his heart, everything seemed fine.
“I don’t know” – he said.
Except he knew that when the blood flows through the arteries, sometimes it’s a mountain stream and sometimes a tsunami. There’s manners and norms standing on the banks, little sturdy houses built over the years, but on the seldom day when the dam breaks – KABOOM! – all hell breaks loose.
This card is about aggression, addiction and all the ways we externalize our responses to the roadblocks of life. Whether by displacement of negative emotions or by seeking salvation in things that only provide instant gratification, Kaboom wants you to reflect on the unhealthy shapes taken by your inner problems in the outside world.
When it shows up in a reading, you’ll have to tame the beast and cope with the rawest instincts, the most basic impulses, the darkest tendencies of human nature.
Are you constantly placing blame to avoid facing your mistakes? Are you impulsive and choleric? Do you have problems accepting boundaries? Are you “communicating” your feelings by way of emotional contagion instead of having open-hearted conversations?
Whether it’s snapping at someone or falling into temptation, it’s important to resist behaviors that feel out of control and represent a potential hazard to yourself or others.
Keywords: basic instincts • losing control • rage • snap • explosion • ticking time bomb • disrespect • provocation • fight • caustic • displacement • vices • addiction • deflecting • projecting • somatization • placing blame • acting out • attack • conversion • lack of self-discipline • violence • aggression • instant gratification • impulsivity
Practical References
Places | Boxe Ring, Prison, Rehab Center |
Work | Fighter, Hunter, Animal Trainer |
Situations & Life Events | Fight, Attack, Rehab, Eating Disorders, Self-Harm |
Activities | Fight Sports, Martial Arts, Hunting, Firing Weapons |
Archetypes | The Destructive Rebel, The Ticking Time Bomb |
Homework & Practice
In order to embody the teachings of this card, you can:
- Pay attention to your reactions for an entire week and note down the situations that make you snap. What triggers them? Is it always deserved? What would be a more appropriate response?
- Try to recall the last time that something made you furious. Think of what was going through your head, the things you did and how long that state of negativity lasted. Do you stand by everything you did and said? Do you regret anything?
- The next time something triggers you, ask yourself: “will I remember this in 5 months? 1 year? 5 years?”. Depending on the answer, assess whether going on the offense is really worth the energy.
- Exercise self-discipline by depriving yourself of one of your (more or less serious) addictions. Try to quit social media for one week, give up sugar. block the access to YouTube. In the moments of true withdrawal, ask yourself what value these things provide to your life and if they’re bringing you closer to your life goals