Magma
Interpretation & Meaning
The Earth is our rock, literally and figuratively.
It holds up bridges, skyscrapers and your hustling feet when the rain starts pouring and you better run home. We rely on its stability without realizing that the ground is the peel to an orange that we never get to squeeze.
If you think deep, though, things are not as sturdy. Deeper than the sewers and the metro lines, the gold and the oil, something keeps the heart of the planet pounding.
With its one thousand degrees Celsius, magma is a fiery fluid as real as the roads we drive on. It hides under the surface until it can’t hide anymore then spills out of mountains in order to be seen.
When this card shows up, it’s time to gather all the burning things within your soul and wave them like a flag.
Your exterior may be sturdy and reliable like the one of our planet, but the world needs a glimpse of your vulnerable side, too. If your public persona and your identity don’t match, it’s time to come clean about what makes you tick as a person, as a lover, as a professional. Making information and emotions available is the first step towards living as your authentic self.
If you’re not getting what you want, maybe you’re not making your goals and needs heard. If you’re excessively inhibited, you need to fight the feeling that you’re inwardly flawed and convince yourself that you can and will be loved exactly for what you are. Nobody is inherently defective and we’re all deserving of love.
The thing that’s burning inside might be uncomfortable to show, but hiding it isn’t helping anyone. The faster you dig it out, the sooner you can progress in your journey to become the person you’re supposed to be.
Keywords: coming clean • coming out • let it out • authenticity • honesty • genuine • transparency • frankness • vulnerability • secrecy • inhibition • playing a role • imposter syndrome • shyness • private personality
Practical References
Work | Surgeon, Radiologist, Singer, Fashion Designer, Actor, Performer, Writer and all jobs having to do with bringing the inside out |
Situations & Life Events | Coming Out, Impostor Syndrome, Halloween, Carnival |
Activities | Acting, Journaling, Confessing |
Archetypes | The Truth-Teller, The Straight Shooter |
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Homework & Practice
In order to embody this card, you can:
- Reflect on your day and find the moments in which you purposely or subconsciously kept your true self from coming out. What would have happened if you hadn’t? What things would you have said? And how will you feel if you’re never able to get those opinions and information out?
- Do something every day that reflects the person you think you are inside
- Try to be mindful of the things you say and do throughout the day, as if you were observing yourself from the outside. Make a list of all the behaviors that feel authentic and the ones that feel performative. Ask yourself what you gained from acting disingenuously and how important that win is.
- Host an imaginary debate between your inner self and your public persona. Listen to the back and forth and acknowledge that both are helping you in some capacity. If your performative self seems too dominant, try to negotiate a compromise between the two like you were mediating an international crisis.
- At the end of the day, go back to your interactions and try to list the little white lies you told about yourself. Even though they might seem harmless, each of them hurts your authentic self by implicitly deeming it unworthy, flawed.
- Try to embrace feeling uncomfortable. Exposing your true self to other people always comes with a certain amount of risk and fear. Even though your natural reaction might be to avoid this discomfort altogether, the payoff of feeling seen by the people in your world is eventually much more rewarding. Give yourself permission to feel anything you need to feel in order to get there.
- Remember that there’s a power in vulnerability. By hiding your true self behind a wall, you internalize the feeling of not being worthy of love and that’s exactly what gives other people the power to hurt you. Living as your authentic self, on the other hand, is what builds the kind of self-love and confidence that make you indestructible.
- Identify the people in your life who show their vulnerability and learn from them. How do they do it? How does it make you feel?